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Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2013, at 21:22:51

spent sometime with my girlfriend, went good, but I have to say when im around I smile a lot, act happy,... It's not real what im doing, and then see people I want to be friends with.....nope, its gonna happem. I don't want to be a fake person, im superficial at times with my smile, and positive charm, but living a life that's not real, that's pretty bad.

so....

but Im already planning to go back to school, and learning investment fincance, and acting maybe on the side if I have enough energy for it. The reason im not going right now because there's a risk of quitting and not being ready for study and work, and then falling off the wagon....and wasting money and lying to my parents saying I want to get a education, and then quit. Like a marathon, start off strong, about 10miles into it get tired, 15miles mucles and endurance fall apart, and then by the next have to stop and don't want to run again. That's a exact example of my college life.

even with all these disabilities that cause social, intellect, can't ask because im on a completely different page than other people are and they think im weird.

........as long as im being honest, maybe the truth will set free....


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Nuvigil 250mg
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