Posted by rjlockhart37 on February 13, 2013, at 22:32:52
people have told me through out my life....to just let go of the baggage of sorrow...it didnt work...its not that simple...the only major pain that comes over me is usally at night when im thinking of friends i should be out with...but im so afraid the term stupid...litterly stupid..as in low intelligence and people called me that before....and other names...but i don't reminate on it but it stuck in my head as memory.
got to learn to let this heavy baggage go....i've tried to forget about it, ignore it...then it gets worse...this is a good time because i'm not active in the real world and i have time to deal with my emotions untili get on my feet and start again.
still ... ruminating on sorrow causes more sorrow....and its contagious too...other people are influenced somewhat...it stresses people out...even they care its sometimes a burden...carrying a bunch of bricks from someone... But that just reminds me ... Jesus...give him your burdens....so faith in something i can't see...difficult, especially when nothing happens after repeated prayers and faith.
but ... to make a simple point...you have to know the root of pain has to taken care of and its attachments to it...ripping up a weed by the root.
anyways....that's it....lol thnaks for reading
r
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false beliefs
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