Posted by sleepygirl2 on June 16, 2012, at 8:10:31
In reply to Re: F*CK YOU » sleepygirl2, posted by SLS on June 16, 2012, at 1:13:08
Hey,
The main problem, maybe, is that I don't get to vent my frustrations as much as I want/need to.
Yesterday....
I almost got into a car accident because of someone else's recklessness, I lost an important piece of jewelry, some moron decided to have fun with me because that's what other people exist for, my super controlling hypercritical coworker thinks it's her mission to correct everything I do, despite the fact that I certainly don't need correcting, and I am tired of it. I am tired of dealing with all of this by knowing I can't change it (much).
I am tired of other people behaving like they want to, while
I'm always trying to keep myself in check.
And I am super reactive right now. I miss being relatively
unaffected. Maybe I'll get there again, but I'm not there now. I want to tell off the whole world. I want people to have to deal with me, and not the other way around.
You know, the world is full of people who are convinced of their viewpoints, who are disrespectful toward and demeaning of other people, who just don't care.
I'm tired of dealing with other people's crap. I'm not in the mood, really and truly not in the mood. If someone looks at me funny I might react.
This is just a convenient place to unleash. I don't want to use "I" statements, I don't want to think. I'm angry, very angry, and depressed. So, I likely won't regret cursing all over the boards. Civility, tact and forethought have gone on holiday.
Thanks for your reply Scott. It is appreciated.
On the other hand, you have different fingers.
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