Posted by floatingbridge on July 2, 2011, at 19:41:08
In reply to Re: pretty chickens in national geographic, posted by floatingbridge on July 2, 2011, at 13:05:57
Well, they gave me xanax .5 3x a day as needed. Needed. I was able to post after after one dose. I think Valium would be good, agreed, but I could barely talk to the doctor :-/ It's just till Tuesday.
I had an unprecedented attack yesterday and have not fully recovered. Hours and hours. I started stuttering. I have never and still have been. I had to drive and was so overcome. The streets were full of police for the holiday. I became afraid they would stop me and take me. I knew it wasn't accurate thinking. I watched all this happen, but couldn't control it. It's new territory and it ain't pretty.
I know I'll recover. But it's kinda breaking me up. I know why it's scary to be scared for me because it is an animal sense of being prey.
Thank you for the down home acknowledgment.
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