Posted by floatingbridge on May 12, 2011, at 22:10:50
In reply to Re: my stars! » floatingbridge, posted by sigismund on May 12, 2011, at 20:15:56
Zizyphus is in what I'm given, but with all that had been going on, I haven't taken them for ages. I could start again, I suppose. It isn't like the formulas change for me. They've remained the same for eons. (Just like my issues.) I don't know if they *work*, but my body says yes to them.
Why on earth won't your doc give you a
little scrip for dex? It's pro-social for you? You could use it sparingly. I gave mine back--but I was tired of it anyways. Too bad there wasn't a donation program.I'm not sure what unsocial means or looks like for you. Does your life have room to allow for unsociablility? And if it isn't painful...? That's the thing--undesired unsocial activity.
Of course, if you say there really are beams, your doctor might suggest something else.
Today my husband announced that he does not want a staycation. He wants to go to Hawaii at the end of the month. I finally started crying--one of the benefits of not being on an snri--because it's a perfectly beautiful idea--my husband and son's face shining--but I don't have the stamina. It's so unfair, sigi. I've tamed many dragons. Now I have trouble just sitting up. I feel useless. I want to travel, you know. There are places I'd finally like to see now that I'm not scared to death.
I'll go. My husband will rent a little place where I can walk to the water. Walk back to bed. Good lord.
* and whoever gazes at the stars will never again be quite alone...
c-ptsd & attendant health concerns
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