Posted by floatingbridge on April 28, 2011, at 2:05:06
In reply to Re: is pleasant/but odd, posted by sigismund on April 27, 2011, at 13:37:20
Hi sigi :)
Ah, yes, wallowing. God forbid, not that that was what you were doing. Good for pigs, but some don't feel it carries over to humans. We just eat the pigs.
When I had a severe reaction during my c-section (like causing ptsd though I didn't know it then) the frickin surgeon, whom I had not had a grudge--I mean my son was healthy with an apgar of 9, laughed, yes laughed and waved her hand when I asked her about my experience of feeling like a trapped animal and panicking. I felt I knew the awful truth about how drugs could be used evilly to dismantle a person, that's how harrowing my reaction was. They had to knock me out.
I didn't tell her about my thoughts about cracking under torture--I have enough
sense. But she really laughed out loud (not lol) and said, "oh people imagine such silly things under surgery." I felt incredible umbrage. I realized right then that I hated her.I didn't get the childbirth ptsd thing for
ummm, maybe five years. Wow. That's a whole babyhood. :(*a rose by any name
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