Posted by Deneb on October 27, 2010, at 21:27:41
I'm stressed out. I want to escape or something. I have this irrational thought of just ODing or something. I won't of course, I just want to escape.
I think I want to die, but only temporarily, which I know is impossible. Sigh. I wish I could just handle normal amounts of stress like normal people.
I'm so stressed out. I haven't been getting enough sleep (for me) because I am so busy all the time now. It's good that I am busy, but at the same time it is stressful.
I really don't know whether or not I could handle a full time job and that makes me so disappointed in myself.
There is no way I'm going to live past 100. All this anxiety cannot be good for longevity. Not to mention wanting to die temporarily. That can't be good.
poster:Deneb
thread:967180
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