Posted by Sigismund on February 4, 2010, at 1:13:59
In reply to Someone help me, posted by Deneb on February 3, 2010, at 21:14:31
>I'm feeling like everyone hates me all of a sudden, that no one cares.
Probably not. I don't hate you. The universe doesn't care about us, which is a bit of a problem if you think it should.
>I'm pissed off for some reason.What reason do you need?
>I think I'm going to take some Risperdal. I forgot to take it last night.Yeah, I know what you mean. These days one whiskey is all I can have before I ruin my sleep.
>Where is everyone? I feel bad.:-(
Everyone has f*ck*d off. I feel bad too. I know that's kinda redundant.
>I'm so angry, I wish I would die.I'm kinda hoping to get cancer (opiates>relief, from the state too, a small moral victory).
I'm hoping as well to be be less frightened of death than my clinicians and the rest of the wretched populace, but maybe my hopes will be misplaced.I had a friend who died of cancer.
My wife met her in the supermarket.
'How are you?'
'I've got cancer.'
'I'm so sorry.'
'No, it's cool.'
was what she said, although later on it might have been different.
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