Posted by Fivefires on January 27, 2010, at 2:23:51
Hey all,
I am to chose between three condos yesterday o_o.
1) Lower level faces S, mailbox pp walking back and forth, garbage pp walking back and forth, could see my car, and parking pp in cars going back and forth;
2) lower level faces W, huge green area w/ a very small play area for children off to where I couldn't see it, more trees/shrubs than aforementioned, a walk in front but not many pp would travel it, couldn't see car, didn't see one single thing move except for the trees in the wind;
3) upper level (It's a 2-story community.) is above #2 so would see even less activity, just tops of large trees and far across this grassy area some single fam. homes, no road to see cars move, would see nice sunset in it or 2.
I really do have five planets in fire :/
I have just one in earth.
Then a sprinkling of water and air is left.
I get lazy and feel left out and kind of scared when I can't see other people moving about in life.
Oh, and #3 has all southwest tile flooring, cold, hard, stone. Idk if this is good for someone w/ so much fire, which I feel is the only thing that keeps me strong .. this fire.
I need to tame it 'a bit' yes, but I'm runnin' on embers at this stage of my life.
Att, my front door, second story of a two story condo, faces N, tops of trees and mountains. See no pp. Can't sit in my living room alone because I'm frankling frightened.
I hope someone can help me; sure appreciate.
The deadline for my decision is yesterday.
5f
ps x2 :
1. Did I say, don't thrive well in a w/o other people environment, or a seclusional environment. Where I used to live, all a person had to do was pass by my security/screen door walking their dog or whatever, and I sitting there in my little place maybe watching TV, somehow felt comfortable and safe.
2. I do need grounding though, I believe.(?)
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