Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 23, 2010, at 21:23:16
In reply to Moving on with life, posted by rjlockhart04-08 on January 23, 2010, at 21:04:22
shoot, you know I put things to quick on babble, I can't delete them like notes on facebook...eeek!
I've improved with....how my posts are presented.
This is the thing...if someone will help me restore a relationship that is not [with my brother, but at heart with understanding things]
I just got a test back and it confirmed that I had asperger's, and that is pretty humiliating because that show's some "defects" in the brain, and I don't want people to think "some idiot that we don't around", you know I want to change so bad, but I hide because I feel better, but that's just killing me more because it's idleness.
I was such ambitious person in 2005, and this is what happened, I mistook my prescitions, that caused a ripple effect of "amotivational" [no-motivation] after that.
One thing relazing, I need to get the subject OFF myself and talk about other people's lives and be postive and supportive but inside i'm not much..false realities to make up for irrelevence. Kinda like "being a legend in your own mind" someone told me that and that just concluded, "yup".
Just support here from babble is appriencated, I want to also make this site into like a social-work/care site for anyone who is going through diffuculties, they are known by the posting name, never their real name.
Just a response, should I write my family back?
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