Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 23, 2009, at 22:10:27
In reply to Home..., posted by rjlockhart04-08 on November 9, 2009, at 20:28:06
I just don't know how i'm going to move out, first thing this person will not let me take the vary medication that works, and also....you know this is my error's because I would of got myself out of this, and went on with life. I can't even move out of a house!
You know I spend night's just weeping because no one loves me, i'm looked down on. The only love that is there is "logic" love, meaning "I will love you if you benefit me, and love me back" The love that was once here, it just went to pieces because I went into rages because someone controlled something's too much.
I want things to change. And i'm trying, but the rate i'm at is not well, it's like a treadmill or running with a group of people and you start to slow behind and then be at the "back" of the track. That's why I feel like this, my parent's used to encourage me, it's not anymore. But I know that i'm not going to let this get me down, even though it does.
Too the best people here...and also other reader's, this is my blog spot
rj
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