Posted by jane d on October 8, 2009, at 2:04:15
In reply to Bad day, senseless post, posted by Tabitha on October 7, 2009, at 3:37:52
> I feel different, and I feel like saying different things, more honest things. Is that poor judgement out of wacked out neurotransmitters? Or healthy increase in assertiveness. How can I tell? I'm alone. Really alone.Tabitha,
I've never been able to tell the difference. At least not until after the fact. I've also stayed in an awful soul destroying job because I thought I had no choice. Now I think depression skewed my judgment and kept me from seeing alternatives. But I've also, when under the influence of hormones or med changes, seen OK situations as worse than they are. I hate that feeling of not being able to trust my own gut reactions.
Being able to survive in a jungle is an achievement you can be proud of. Perhaps that toughness is transferable to a better job?
jane
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