Posted by Deneb on August 26, 2009, at 10:33:54
In reply to Re: I feel like taking drugs » Deneb, posted by Dinah on August 26, 2009, at 0:06:51
I don't need convincing that they are bad ideas. I already know rationally that they are bad ideas. I don't want to ruin my life. It's just that I am seriously thinking of buying them and I'm scared.
I think maybe I am scared about the upcoming semester. I plan on taking 5 classes this school year and if successful I will be getting my degree. I still don't know what I want to do with my life and I don't feel competent in the outside world. I'm scared about the future.
I think thinking about drugs is an escape for me.
The work I'm doing right now isn't all that bad. My feet just get tired and hurt.
I'm sorry I forgot about using a pragmatics buddy. I messed up again. I really regret it now. I think I upset people.
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