Posted by Deneb on June 10, 2009, at 21:35:48
In reply to Re: I did what you suggested Dinah((Dinah, posted by BirdSong on June 10, 2009, at 21:22:42
Does this mean I still have borderline personality disorder? Because last I heard my pdoc said I didn't meet criteria anymore.
I used to be worse, much much worse. I used to actually OD. Now I don't. I don't even really threaten to now either, I just say I am thinking of it but won't do it.
I feel kind of hopeless. Does everyone still think I am borderline? Isn't it good that I recognize these behaviours in myself? I am really trying here and it never seems to be enough.
Some borderlines won't even say they have this illness. They have no insight whatsoever. I think my insight is pretty good. Doesn't that count for anything. Why do I need more therapy? I am already getting therapy, weekly with my pdoc.
I just get the feeling I will never be good enough.
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