Posted by verne on June 3, 2009, at 22:49:48
My daughter called me just after I laid down for an herb/supplement induced nap on my third day of sobriety, to tell me she lost her job. I took 4x the usual dose of graviola to really knock me out.
Paul (the writer in the New Testament) said it was a "spiritual" battle. I'm amazed how often I'm reminded of that. Of course, I forget. I always forget I'm a pilgrim in a strange land.
She's hyper, I'm hyper. Of course management is scary with no security. She went on vacation and had no job when she returned. (took a couple weeks for her to realize she had been usurped)
I'm crazy upset, hyper. I want to take care of her like this crazed robin outside my bedroom window. I know it has at least one young and fear it lost the others to starlings. I've heard her nervous cries for the last two months.
I'm like a grizzly when it comes to my young.
Right now, I'm drinking to calm myself. (have to quit for my daughter's sake) and so hyper, it's scary. I can't go after anyone because I would have to go after everybody - the world.
I'm starting to calm down. She's got plenty of options but none have health insurance.
The drinking is killing me and not sure the grizzly hyper mode is doing me any good either.
Verne
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