Posted by gobbledygook on May 25, 2009, at 13:17:30
In reply to Why my life is in freefall, posted by Timne on May 25, 2009, at 11:01:37
We are all prisoners of where we've been. My mental illness...PTSD, BPD, DID, abc and xyz...are really my MENTAL INJURIES.
There are no rewards for seeing the world as it is, realistically, and without rose-colored glasses - only outrage, absolute
disgust, and mental scars.It's a dog eat dog world out there, Timne, and my hard earned meaningless suburban lifestyle with all the props and soy lattes
can't free me from the painful prison I'm in. I can't even allow myself to imagine the kind of freefall your world has taken you.The only thing that can shelter you from what's really going on is to wear the rosest-colored glasses you can stomach and go
along with all the vomit-worthy events and revelations. Which I've tried, but am unable to do.I have no real answers as I'm struggling through my own freefall, but I do know that I can't and won't give up.
I hope you don't either, Timne. The skies are still blue.Gobbledygook
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