Posted by garnet71 on February 22, 2009, at 11:22:44
In reply to Feeling lonely...love and passion, posted by garnet71 on February 21, 2009, at 23:30:46
He prefers to live in a fantasy world. We never fought about anything until I found out what he was doing behind my back--things were so good when we were together. When he found out I was not 'perfect' (as I was his ideal woman), that I had emotions and needs, it jolted his fantasy. I spoke with some of his ex girlfriends. It's a cycle he has repeated several times in the past. Only for us, it was much longer than the others. His excuse was that I would not marry him. He never understood I needed to trust him first before I would consider. He has no integrity. That's way too important for me to dismiss.
It doesn't really matter anymore. I was just venting, and for some reason it goes hand in hand with music. lol. I didn't take my Ritalin yesterday because I spent 18 hours on research the day before and needed a break.
I really, really miss having a therapist to talk to.
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