Posted by manic666 on December 31, 2008, at 5:17:02
ok, down to it ,my age stopped at 30 i still have surfer beads or string of leather round my neck,cool not tacky tee shirts an not levi jeans there are better an cheaper ones now like in the big stores over here like NEXT.beat up short leather jackets .every one knows me for it . my hair as never gone grey , thin yes grey no, an music as you no i love anything from springsteen to hard house dance.an i think i no why.about thirty my illness took over , where i lived on my nerves now they lived on me.so i kinda took on being lost for months an when i drifted back it was as if i hadnt moved, still 30, in then out like you guys all our life but i come back to being 30 , hey i dont mind i could be comming back at 70 whoaaaaaa.you see up to thirty i thought my illness was normal an just rocked got hammered all the time, women , fighting the hole lot but 10 time as much,so even though my brain distroys me on a very regular basis it lets me comeback an be 30, even with aches an pains an a few creases.the bastard depression monster, workes in weird ways,does anyone feel in any way simular because we are robbed of so many year,s i dont ask any more the people who are around me,my friends how have the missing years effected you. so
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