Posted by Sky Brite Line on July 31, 2008, at 0:37:30
That's just what comes to my mind all time at night. Danmit, all failure in life, and i see it as a continuing path. Get me a gun, some razor's, slit those wrists, sedate myself on barbiturates while its happening! and look at some old pictures...
THANK GOD that got out! I've done, ok.....suicidal thoughts come bad at night. Thank God Prozac blocks it out so much during the day.
I found out i have some called Asperger's disorder, it caused, alot of sh*t that happen. I look normal, talk normal (some times i'll talk load, but thats apart of the disorder) and smell normal, i acutally use so much Cologne, you'll can smell me before i walk in. That or ciggarette smoke....because really whats there to do, just sit and think about life. No, get frustrated? light up a ciggette! and say "danm"
And i know this such a bad influnce, but this is me. All the innocence i ever had....left. Of course, we all lose innocence.
i have look in the mirror and im "XXX" (that means any name, not anything else ok?) my born identity didnt develop....... had to switch and slit.
Thats...my story. Anything else is crap.
I'll have a dessert.
SKY
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