Posted by alesta on July 29, 2008, at 15:06:20
In reply to Re: wanted to post this on another site but, posted by TexasChic on July 21, 2008, at 20:40:07
aww..hi guys! :) it's nice being here again...i wish i could hang out here more. i tried to leave a site when i noticed i was being bullied and no one stepped in whatsoever....i loved the people there a lot and it hurt SO much to leave. i tried to let them know that but no one cared. so then i went back...i guess to try and make a difference and it got *much* worse. Texaschic...i remember when i was here before that you were talking about being bullied in the workplace...i didn't really *get* it then. well now i do and i'm so sorry you have gone through this. people don't understand how it changes you and how it feels. and the rage you have inside. i never had this level of anger inside me...and there's this devastating depression with it and fear. the bullying went way beyond the web site though. i need to get past this so i can give again...feel compassion the way i used to. i still manage to keep my anger inside...not vent it on innocent people. i'm trying to find healthy ways to get it out but it's not easy to do. so it's still just stuck here inside me. i need to get it out..
jay...that was such a beautiful, warm post...thank you man.:) i'm gonna have a listen to the song later on today. i really like the lyrics to it and it will probably help me deal. glad to know others can relate to what i feel.
also, i'm not myself but there are people that mean something to me and gestures of kindness that have stayed with me. i just had to let you know that i'm ok.:)
poster:alesta
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