Posted by fayeroe on July 11, 2008, at 19:37:48
In reply to Re: I didn't ask to be bipolar, posted by Sigismund on July 11, 2008, at 18:46:42
sometimes i get mired in the despair that i wasn't DXed earlier because i lost so many years...i mean i lost them....i know i was there but i don't remember why i was living.
it bothers me alot that i am getting older and i'm just now understanding bipolar. i've only been properly DXed two years.
i'll just throw the kitchen sink in....nothing pisses me off more than to hear a prison guard or administrative personnel refer to a pod being full of "bipolars".....or "he is in ad seg (solitary) because he is bipolar...or she is either bipolar or PMSing......someday i am going to jump right in the middle of the discussion and scream, "i'm f****** bipolar.....HOW DO YOU LIKE THAT, YOU MORONS??????
the crying was the sobbing and snot and blowing my nose and weeping and never did one patient, one nurse, one receptionist even glance my way....well, they probably stared when my head was between my legs and i was making so much noise....
the nurse was extremely distant when i went into her office to get the meds.
when it comes down to it, i guess we scare them.
(did i say that i ran out of gas coming home? i KNEW that i had to get gas in Luling....)
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