Posted by Kath on April 17, 2007, at 14:51:20
In reply to Re: I feel like a loser *trigger*, posted by Deneb on April 15, 2007, at 0:49:51
> I'm happy when I earn a reward dollar at work (to collect for free stuff),
*******Important words there: "I'm happy" - GOOD*****
> I sleep in until 1 PM, surf the web and work on Bob's hat, go to work, come home to surf the web and work on Bob's hat and I feel content.
*********Important words there: "I feel content." - GOOD*****> How can I be happy living my life in loserdom?
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> Yet I'm strangely happy. I shouldn't be.******What the F*** Deneb - Sh*t - so you're happy and you're saying you shouldn't be??!!
YO Deneb!!!!!! Puleeeez enjoy the happiness & contentment rather than try to be down on yourself for BEING happy!!!!! YO!!!Who gets to judge about what makes folks happy???
I think you're darned fortunate to be able to feel simple pleasure from simple, honest, wholesome things!! Sheeeeeesh....tell that inside mean-to-yourself Deneb to take a deep breath & button her lip. Tell her that you DESERVE to be HAPPY & NOBODY (not even she) has the right to put you down for your happiness.
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> I'm confused. I don't want to die. I like my life, even though I'm unsuccessful.
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> Deneb**********Well Deneb, I don't mean to be negative & I know you DID put a 'trigger' on your post. For someone who doesn't want to die & who likes your life, it's my observation that you're pretty quick to make huge statements about offing yourself! My son HAD a noose made, so yes, it is somewhat of a trigger to hear you talking about hanging yourself one post & the next saying you like life & don't want to die!
I'm not criticzing you Deneb, but I do want to point that out!!!I send you hugs & will continue reading the posts in this thread.... luv, Kath
PS - I hope you're feeling better & of course seeing your sister, who's in a very different situation from you might trigger you to feel 'less than'. Doesn't mean you are! You are taking a breather in your life...you're doing non-stressful things & having some time for yourself. You might not end up doing these things forEVER, but He** - you're doing them now & GOOD FOR YOU!! Ease up on yourself, OK? ****
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