Posted by alesta on February 28, 2007, at 11:19:08
In reply to Re: My life has taken on a nightmarish quality..., posted by rjlockhart on February 26, 2007, at 23:49:55
I am writing from work rather paranoidly and my day is going horrible..I got in a fight with someone today already (my friend). i can't handle all this dissension in my life right now. she started yelling at me and I just said i was sorry. i was shocked...although she is under a lot of stress like i am (has an abusive husband). i was shocked because i've been so kind to her and really helped her deal with him lately and helped build her confidence to the point that she is now considering leaving him after 15 years of abuse. if she wasn't happy with something (i was late this morning) she should have just talked it out with me instead of yelling at me. i honestly felt sort of betrayed by her the way she yelled at me instead of talking to me like her friend...I started crying (rare for me lately). I was *completely* unable to concentrate this morning…it was not cool. I am really not doing well today. I just needed to share that. I thought I was feeling a little better but not after this morning. Everything feels like it’s going wrong. Is it really ever gonna be all right? I feel really really out of it. And really…depressed or cut off from everyone. and now i'm worried that my work might find out about this site...any quick computer privacy tips? things are just so bad.
Oh, matt..thanks much..yes, I really am not feeling too great. But don’t worry..I am not in any physical danger. But you are so sweet to care. Thanks.:-) and thanks to everyone.
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