Posted by Jo U.K on February 26, 2007, at 5:48:58
I'm having a teeny problem here. I saw a bit of a trailer for the film 23. My OCD's were mainly centred around numbers. As I've said before, I used to obsess about certain ones, I added everything up, I couldnt get outta bed unless my digital clock added up to a certain number. At its worst I couldnt get out of a chair without looking at my watch. The volume on the car radio, car number plates, peoples names (the position of letters in the alphabet determined if they were good or bad)etc etc. This film....... it's started me off, I havnt felt my heart hammer like this in years, in the clip I saw he was adding everything up. It was like it was real. Funny the first thing I thought was, well 2 and3, thats five, that was always one of my 'best' numbers, so it must be ok. It keeps sneaking back in to my head, those wrong numbers. Phew, keep a grip, it was years ago, nothing has happened to me or mine since I stopped doing it, so I CAN stop this.
Gonna distract myself.
I know it's ridiculous. I'd hate anyone else to know this is happening. So embarassing.
poster:Jo U.K
thread:736348
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