Posted by Fivefires on February 13, 2007, at 12:31:33
In reply to Re: Where post? Decompensating? Gravely ill! » Shadowplayers721, posted by Kath on February 10, 2007, at 19:25:04
Well decompensating and anxiety have gone somewhere, because my P threw a bucket of zombie grey paint on me and I feel nothing.
Every emotion, including anxiety, is gone.
Is there a 12-step club for zombies? Oh no, I guess there wouldn't be, as being a zombie u don't care if you're anonymous or give a sh*t about anything.
Maybe this is a trick to get me to vote for ... better not say that.
Maybe it's too early to say this, butt (Writing 'butt' to bother you all isn't even giving me pleasure.) this SSRI, Lexapro, turned me into a zombie.
I could take the cap off the key that has the exclamation point; but then I wouldn't have a #1 on my keyboard. But I don't feel like ever being #1 or typing #1, well tho' on a scare of 1to10 I feel like a ... no, I feel like a 0. Anyone want my key cap?
Is this what my P wanted for me? Dope up to shut up. I let office know and they've not responded. Conclusion drawn.
I have a terrible expression on my face I hope goes away before it gets stuck this way. Nothing is moving except my fingers. I have to pee but don't give a sh*t!
I know, complained about anxiety, now complaining about having no feelings.
I know, I'm behaving like a child, but that's because I am sort of a child. I want what I don't have. But to this extreme???
I know how Jack 'didn't feel' now after his lobotomy.
And, ya' know those ads on TV re: ADs and children or teenagers suicidal ideation; that applies to me too, the naive youth in me.
I have suicidal ideation when I am on a zombie pill. No worry this day my best friends; too lazy for intent or plan.
>->O
Oh, look, I can turn from side to side.
O<-<
Anybody got a light? My fire has nearly gone out. Need something that works on zombie grey paint.
5f
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