Posted by Phil on February 8, 2007, at 9:00:32
In reply to Re: I wonder? » carle, posted by fayeroe on February 8, 2007, at 8:09:43
I used to get really angry when I was a kid and go hide in the back yard and cry and beat up the grass.
I remember jr high and high school where I would fall into deep depressions.
Unfortunately my mom was drinking too heavy to even notice and my step-father was working and not too familiar with emotion. I had no one to go to.
I've had shrinks and therapists ask me flat out how I managed to get through those times. I've never had an answer.I don't know how I get through the days now. I'm just hard-headed and will not give up.
Plus, since being correctly dx'ed with bipolar, the meds have helped. Too bad I was misdiagnosed for 20 years.The past is the past--I can't change it.
I still play the game of--is it the disease or just me?
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