Posted by indepth horizen on January 28, 2007, at 21:19:41
Well to be brief, this person i hang out with, i have to hide that i take medication because he said you dont need that you need God, Christ.
I feel bad that i say i will then i dont, basically lied.Maybe it was my fault in the 1st place for even telling them. But thats the actual reason i have them, because they said where here to help to get off them.
We where at a resturant and everyone started to get over me like well i started telling why i feel worthless, but that i feel was the only thing i knew how to offer to people, i didnt know how to socilize. You know how people can keep track to what they are talking about, or just current issues, i cant do that with out putting up a frount.
>>>>>>I went on how, well this guy i know is just, he is so into christ, i dont know how to reale to him, i have a problem with realting to really alot people. With out saying something random like, "so what did every have for dinner last night"
At work i say, i said the most stupidest thing, Emily a co-worker i work with said....i had a dream about you last....
....I said was i eating cotton candy? I had no clue what she ment at first. ROFL
She was drinking Dr-pepper, i just stared at her, she was "dont worry i know you like to see me drink things" I mean just crazy crap.
At work i am very load but not with relating, transitioning, ill just be like "so anyways"
Very random in conversations, i have nick names for all the people i work with.
Psychostimulants are the only things that have helped me socilize fine, because i have bad ADHD, i never even know or relate what people are talking about, worse in class. I am not on any right now.
I am on medicaiton because emotional pain, distress, many causes. Going off it is going to be hard.
I need someone here to me out.
Horizen
poster:indepth horizen
thread:727608
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