Posted by Deneb on January 26, 2007, at 18:12:54
In reply to Re: My parents hid all the aspirin and Advil, posted by Deneb on January 26, 2007, at 17:37:23
I don't want my parents to care about me. I don't know why. I don't mind if Babblers care about me. I like that Babblers care, but I don't like it when my parents show they care.
Maybe I don't like getting too close to people. Maybe that's why I love Bob so much. We will never be close. It feels safe. I know Bob cares about me as a fellow human being, but I know he doesn't worry about me. I hate having people worry about me. Babblers are a little less safe, but much safer than interacting with my IRL friends. I don't like it when Babblers worry about me, but I know they worry less than my parents or my Mom.
I love Bob. :-) I love Babblers.
I don't love my parents the same way. I love them, but I don't like to show it. I also don't want them to show it. I wish they didn't care about me as much as they do. I hate feeling like I'm hurting them.
I love Bob soooo much. I know Bob would feel a little bit sad but not devastated if I died. My Mom told me she would commit suicide if I died. I hate that she tells me these things. I hate it.
I love people who don't love me so much they sacrifice their lives for me. I just hate that my parents sacrificed their lives for me. I hate it. It makes me feel guilty. I hate how much they care. I hate it. I wish they didn't care so much.
I love Babblers. I love Bob even more. I wish I loved my parents the same way, but I don't.
Deneb*
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