Posted by Fallen4MyT on January 22, 2007, at 2:18:44
In reply to I'm not suited for chat *trigger*, posted by ClearSkies on January 21, 2007, at 20:12:46
I have problems too and type slow and poorly. So I have to make short cuts in what I type ...and that can lead others to guess at what I am saying cause I cannot type it all out. Yes many were on tonight. I had an odd half converstation and then someone thought that I said things I didnt..It was odd and not too comfy.I did the best I could to help others understand what I was saying but I may have failed
> I'm starting to have panic attacks. Too many people on one little screen, too many conversations, too hard for me to follow. It takes me so long to type out a reply, everyone's moved on to other subjects.
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> There are other reasons chat makes me uneasy, but it's too triggery for me to talk about. Let's just say that I am easily distressed right now. Still having a difficult time. Good days, bad, and today was worthy of staying in the shower and looking straight up, like a chicken in the rain.
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> And when things go quiet on chat, well, ya gotta look around and say, "it wasn't me, I swear."
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> I hope I didn't offend anyone by bolting out and off tonight, but I know I won't be able to calm down.
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> CS
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