Posted by corafree on January 8, 2007, at 14:39:40
I'm all messed up!
I called for a peer support specialist and she said 'Generation X doesn't care about family!' when I had the flu so bad I thought I was was gonna' shake right outta bed, and none of my three children came over.
I'm so lonely I wanna' give up but hate the taste of all the pills!
Oh dear, I hope this feeling is not a generalized one going about, as I know how ya' feel Poet about goin' to job interviews. I hope it went well.
Man ... I've not felt so awful since I first moved here .. don't think .. that would be year and going on a half.
Today is the day my uncle that I was named after died in plane crash ... but I'm not thinking about that. It's nearing the day Dad died but I'm not consciously thinking about that.
The flu racked(?) my body and I just am whithering away all alone.
This computer is so dam* full of emails I've been afraid to sit down here.
Someone please feel sorry for me. Someone don't say 'oh it's prob' just all those pills you take'. And, pls don't ignore me like my children and fam, saying I need to get out, or I need to pull myself up by the freakin' boot straps.
I had 'one' person help me through the flu. Unowho. He said 'Well I guess it's just you and me' and it made him so happy, and it made me such a liar when I shook my head yes.
hearme, cf
poster:corafree
thread:720500
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