Posted by TexasChic on November 12, 2006, at 13:24:28
In reply to Re: Karma, posted by Lindenblüte on November 12, 2006, at 10:02:48
I was really kind of joking about Karma punishing me for lying, although I do feel a certain amount of guilt about doing it. I really don't know enough about Karma to be talking about it I guess. I just think that if you look for the positive, that's what you will find (and same for negative). I guess I just try to balance it out in my mind that I deserve this or that. Like, because I put up with all the crap at the last jobs, I deserve this new one. I guess that's kind of warped now that I think about it.
Thanks for all the encouragement! I feel quite secure in my new job, I don't think I've done anything to jepordize it. I just feel bad about lying to people who are being so good to me. But I don't see any way around it. I'm trying really hard to keep my personal stuff entirely out of this job.
-T
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