Posted by Lindenblüte on October 11, 2006, at 15:30:21
In reply to Re: raining today. just a sprinkle., posted by Lindenblüte on October 11, 2006, at 14:40:32
I'm doing three in a row now.
I feel kind of empty. I want to go home and kind of lounge and cry at intervals. I want to avoid people and things that make me feel bad. I want to avoid reminders of things that shouldn't have happened. I don't know if feeling sad is good or bad. I'm feeling it, though.
It's hard to tell the difference between justified grief and exhaustion from a lot of recent stress
vs.
depression, the sequel
vs.
changes in medication that is "likely to leave me feeling groggy"
vs.
rain.
vs. some combination or all of the above.
Any thoughts? Is it okay to just go home and cry a little bit? Is that pathological? I've got to remove my mascara at some point anyways, right?
Is the craving for chocolate diagnostic at all? i.e. can it help me decide whether I am suffering from acute rain exposure vs. depression?
Will you guys think poorly of me if I go buy a milk chocolate toblerone and nap/cry/veg/babble/cry/sob/nap the rest of the day?
lumpily,
Lindenblüte
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