Posted by Deneb on October 5, 2006, at 22:23:14
Sometimes just out of the blue I want to kill myself. I was just watching TV and then during a commercial I felt like hanging myself. I just suddenly felt really hopeless.
The feeling isn't completely gone yet.
Now I think maybe if I walk across a bridge or something I'll just suddenly feel like jumping off. Once when I was in grade 4 or something the class took a field trip to walk across the Golden Gate Bridge and I thought about jumping. Strange.
Maybe I'm getting overwhelmed again.
Sort of feel like buying a rope again. Not particularly depressed or anything, just a bit hopeless.
Sort of feel like I want to die. Dunno why. Not in any real pain or anything.
It's a mystery.
Deneb*
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