Posted by rjlockhart on September 19, 2006, at 1:38:13
In reply to Re: What is wrong with me socially?, posted by TexasChic on September 16, 2006, at 19:57:42
Alright its 1:23am in the morning im getting a little manic, when i get manic i talk.
First, thank you for the advice, but let me sort go more indepth in to what im talk about.
At work...... i hardly say anything during stock....people are raving about what is going on or something, talk about everything. I cant even put a sentnese together with OUT studdering or sounding wierd and its not my age, i know it may seem like that but ok, there are 16 year old that can talk more than i could in a day.
Im waiting for a manic trip to hit so i can feel good and email people i said i would email.
Family members.....i get scared off, i go away because i feel ashamed like someone who doesnt know how to take it, i avoid my family sometimes and i hate it, why am i like this? hopefully therpy will help, anyways my therpist talks about well....sexuality... thats not really what im wanting to talk about. I dont like it, i want to change the subject. My old therpist stayed on it alot like sex was my life. I should of gave him the song by salt-n-peppa' "Lets about Sex baby"
I need to really come clean, i have trouble communicating with people, conversing, relating, i avoid it, i try to say something really fast to get it over with, which makes me look not intresting.....and i am being serious people walk away from me, polietly.... but basically saying your boring, let me find something else. And i feel like rot because i dont know what to say.
How to do you get a fast witted mind and then learn how to talk it out?
how do you learn to be the dominant one in the converstation? do you lead the pack about what intrests, i dont do that, i look idiotic when i try to and i am being serious.
I need to post back to the responses people gave me......i think i will do that now since i feel manic.
Thanks
Matt
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