Posted by alexandra_k on September 16, 2006, at 22:02:13
In reply to Alex, posted by henrietta on September 16, 2006, at 19:44:49
Hey Hen. Thank you. I don't know why you are so nice to me, but you are. It means a lot. Thank you.
I've been all over the place lately. For around the last year I guess, lol. Haven't been so proud of myself. I was thinking I've regressed kinda. Because I stress, I suppose. But if I think back... It has been one stress after another, really, so I don't think that is quite right. Though my posting behaviour... Isn't something that I've been particularly proud of lately...
I got to reading that bloody text book. This psychiatry one. It is quite good. It was down as reccomended reading for this psychology class I sat in on so I brought it and I'm glad I did even through it was really expensive. I started reading it for an hour or two every night. Was going to make my way through it. I think I made it through most of it. But I start reading it again and I realise there is so much I missed... There is a lot of information there...
Also... I get this thing sometimes. Misrememberings. I used to get that in therapy sometimes. I'd leave therapy and couldn't remember what we talked about... Though I would remember that there was something really significant that was really hard... But then I'd walk out and it was gone. That was why it was so great for me when one of my t's let me tape the session. I could listen to the tape. After a couple of hearings... It would sink in better and I could write something and then we could talk again. Hard work, but progress. That is what is missing from therapy for me at the moment. I don't know how to get back to there...
Sorry to ramble so... I guess... I feel a little... Pleased but... Embarrased? I don't know... I haven't been so proud of me. So thanks very much for your kind words. (((Hen))) How are you doing?
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