Posted by Alexus on September 5, 2006, at 22:55:59
In reply to Re:im depressed when i wake up., posted by rjlockhart on September 5, 2006, at 22:30:29
i wake up blurry eyed and the only thing that motivates me to move is to haul the computer over so i can check babble :-(
terrible. thats just terrible.
depression tends to be worse in the mornings.
i have morning ruminations...
can lie there for a couple hours...
just running through running through running through crappy memories and crying and stuff.
i try and short circuit it by checking babble.but really... i should get my *ss into the shower as soon as i wake up. but i'm kinda... paralysed. i hate waking up. i wish i could sleep forever (ie not wake up).
dysthymia i guess.
i was reading about... one theory is that... people with dysthymia lack reciprocity :-(
crappy crap crap
thats enough to bring on depression.
poster:Alexus
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