Posted by Deneb on July 14, 2006, at 13:28:06
I still don't have an appointment to get that biopsy to see if I have cancer. I've had the lump for 6 months now and I still don't know if it's cancer. If I have cancer, no one cares. People don't call me back. I'm going to die and no one cares.
My membership at that cancer support forum is going to be deleted. The moderator was civil about it.
I'm upset. I'm scared. I've been waiting for sooooo long. I don't know if I have cancer. No one cares. I could be dying right now and no one cares. I'm just going to wait for death now. :-( I can't see a future until I find out if I have cancer.
I found another lump on the other side. How long before I find out if this one is cancer? Even if I get the biopsy and find out my first lump is not cancer I still have to worry about the new lump. I hate this.
No one cares if I have cancer. Why doesn't the lady at the office get back to me like she said she would? I can't stand this. I'm living my life in fear. I can't stand this!
I don't think anyone is taking me seriously because I'm so young. People in their 20s can get cancer. No one cares. :-( I'm upset. I don't want to think of cancer anymore. I could be dying and no one cares.
I don't want to worry anymore!!!
Deneb*
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thread:667061
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