Posted by Slinky on July 13, 2006, at 6:43:18
It's been a long time since I had a winge..the problem is in the real world it's hard keeping my chin up for the benefit of friends/relatives ( I only communicate by phone )...they just can't deal with my depression. I don't blame them.
One friend said 'thats just life'..but he ain't my mental friggin illness that sucks away rational thoughts and actions.
Some horrible stuff has happened and some annoying crap is still happening that I can't cope with and I'm feeling trapped in my own brainbox, seems like there's no safe haven.
I'm an anxious mess with my thoughts spinning like a washing machine on full spin .
Don't know what to do where to run / no doctors or therapists I have allergy to such creatures.
Maybe I should follow the benzo trail to la la land sit on a mushroom all day juggling with stardust.
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