Posted by corafree on June 28, 2006, at 15:04:57
I drove a half an hour, walked about four blocks, waited in the waiting room w/ butt jokes whizing by in my mind for an hour, was shown to a room and just told to sit and doc would be in, in a bit, and he came in and sat down and asked me what was wrong, and then he wanted to look at my butt!!! I said "no". What the he*l is wrong with me? I got to thinking ... I don't even look at my butt that often ... why should he get to? But, I mean, I have some int*stinal tract problems and need this medical treatment. But, I'm scared of it. Why? I'm not self-conscious or front-conscious, or any other kind of conscious, but butt. Is anyone else like me??? I laughed at myself all the way home, my hand scrambling in my purse trying to find either a pill or my chocolate, and I didn't find either one. But I'm home and I'm taking a Valium, and please share with me if anyone else has this butt-consciousness, because I feel embarrassed. I couldn't even follow what he was saying to me after he asked to look at my butt. I totally left the normal conversation zone. I need to rest in my corner w/ a Valium and settle down, and then will check back.
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