Posted by llrrrpp on May 26, 2006, at 16:14:02
In reply to thnx llrrrpp..., posted by B2chica on May 26, 2006, at 16:00:36
And since we're on awkward subjects... I'm going to risk being offensive and say that sometimes a part of me *wishes* I were BP. Then at least there would be a *change* to look forward to. Regardless of whether it's more bearable or better, or healthier, or whatever, just SOMEthing that would change, instead of unremitting depression. It's a terrible wish. My T says "No you don't". The same part of me that wishes that is the part that wishes for other drastic changes too, just to feel something. It's a desparate side, not a reasonable voice at all, but sometimes it screams pretty loud. I hope I get mastery over this voice, this primitive urge
And to StickyW,
I'm sorry I hijacked your thread. I know you came to us for support. I'm glad you're feeling better though. (Can you bottle that feeling and save some for later? send some to me. I'll probably need it in a few hours...)
-ll
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