It's really nice to not think bad thoughts :-)

Posted by Deneb on April 21, 2006, at 19:35:10

I'm so glad I don't think about death and suicide all the time now. I used to think about it so often that I thought it was just a normal part of me...part of my personality maybe.
Now I realize that it's not. It wasn't normal. I used to think it was normal, that I was doomed to be that way forever.
Now I don't think about dying young. I'm thinking of the future now and I'm really looking forward to it! I'm excited about the future.
I hope I stay this way from now on. I'm not sure what changed within me...I have a new outlook on life now. I don't think it was because of meds or therapy, I think maybe I've matured. I've changed over time.
Any theories on what changed for me? I would like to never go back to the darkness again.
Deneb*

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It's really nice to not think bad thoughts :-) Deneb 4/21/06
The thing about darkness... madeline 4/21/06
Re: The thing about darkness... Deneb 4/21/06
Re: The thing about darkness... » Deneb Phillipa 4/21/06
wise words from maddie... milly 4/22/06
Re: It's really nice to not think bad thoughts :-) » Deneb TexasChic 4/26/06

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