Posted by TexasChic on April 19, 2006, at 18:00:49
That's the rumor going around work now. Whatever.
At least I'm not in it alone, this guy they've always said was gay is now apparently bisexual (he's neither). We both laughed at how much more exciting our rumored lives are than the real thing.
It didn't really bother me since I don't consider that an insult (although I'm sure it was meant as one). What bothered me happened this morning before I was told all this. I heard this girl say what sounded like "didn't [my name] say I'm supposed to be gay". I kind of freaked out because a while back I had joked with Cuteboy that this girl was gay (I was drunk at the time, and it had to do with something she said). So of course all I could think was he had told her about it and now EVERYONE was against me and talking about me behind my back. I just sat there crying until first break. Then I cornered him and asked him about it. He didn't even remember it (he was pretty drunk too). THEN I heard about the rumor and realized that was what the girl had actually said. God, am I a basket case or what??? Why do I always have to get so emotional??? I was actually thinking about going home because I was so upset! And although part of it was thinking everyone there was against me, I was most upset to think of cuteboy being in on it!
Sigh. I guess I'm still not quite over my crush yet.
-T
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