Posted by ron1953 on April 14, 2006, at 22:26:33
Nowhere really is a place. I know, because that's where I've been most of my life. Never quite fitting in. Always on the fringes. Depressed a lot of the time. At 53, I'm more lost than ever. I lost the most important things I ever had: my 27-year marriage, my 20-year career, my relationship with my brothers and my son. I have a new marriage now but that's failing; depression'll do that. I haven't worked steadily in 5 years! My depression, melancholy, lethargy continue to worsen. I've tried dozens of meds, had years of therapy, read lots of books. But I'm more clueless than ever. To say I have no faith in a "cure" would be an understatement. And now there's a new dimension to my depression; physical symptoms. Where do I go from nowhere? I'm not suicidal; I just wish for an end to this misery.
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