Posted by rjlockhart on April 1, 2006, at 22:42:05
In reply to Re: please be civil and..., posted by Phillipa on April 1, 2006, at 19:54:02
"Drama" huh..... you all call this DRAMA!
Do you understand that my mother has mania rages, she has before, i have thrown lamps, knocked over dressers, i've said "YOU DID THIS TO ME, YOU.... EVERYDAY YOU SCREAM AND YELL WHAT F*CK ELSE DO YOU WANT, YOU SENT ME TO MENTAL HOSPITAL, WHAT ELSE ARE GOING TO DO" "ILL PUT YOU BACK" she scremed at me when i was 17 when i just had a breakout and totalled my room. The bed was knocked over, dresser, psyically fought my stepdad, punched my fist one time through a window? that was a while back.... im like that anymore, right now im just trying to hold on, stay calm and find a way to serenity.....i have had enough of this... its too much fighting. I stopped it, it just mentally makes you feel horrid.
I have gone manic, i one time walked out and walked all the way to fort worth looking for a job. 20miles i got sunburned severely.
You guys dont get it, my mom can be very extreme, and then totally go back to normal. I dont want to distort anything. This is how it is. Do you understand.
And to those who said said "drama" excuse me, you are wrong, how about a week or a month with my carol.
Phillipa is not my mother, she is someone that i met over the psychobabble. My mom hardly ever reads here because she doesnt use the computer.
I hope this strignts things out.
Im 18, fixing to be 19. Adult.
Thats why i did not post this when i was 17 because i just wanted to put it off. This is when it happened around 17.
I hope this makes things ok.
Matt
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