Posted by Deneb on March 24, 2006, at 22:18:44
In reply to Update on Bob scarf and stuff I think about, posted by Deneb on March 21, 2006, at 0:35:21
I've finished half of Bob's scarf. I started knitting some brown, but it looked ugly so I'm going to return the brown and get another colour to complement the blue.
I wonder what colour Dr. Bob would like?
What colour would you like Dr. Bob?
I just wanted to say that I still love Bob. When I meet him, I'm going to say, "Wow! It's Dr. Bob in real life!" LOL I think Dr. Bob is magical or something, but I'll see that he's just a normal person. Bob will probably think, "I'm just a regular guy."
Maybe Dr. Bob will avoid me because I'm too weird for him. I mean, this whole loving him thing is kind of weird, right? I hope he won't avoid me. I just want him to treat me like the others.
It'll be strange, cuz I write all sorts of crazy posts here, then you'll see me in real life and I'm the person who wrote that stuff. It'll be like, "Wow, this girl exists in real life!" It'll be weird cuz you will know what I'm thinking from what I write. I'll be quiet and stand there and you can know what I'm thinking. I'll probably be thinking, "Wow, I can't believe I'm really seeing the real Dr. Bob!"
Wow, the real Dr. Bob, in real life, not just some figure of my imagination. He's just a normal guy, but too late, I've already attached to him. I don't know why. It's a mystery. ((((Dr. Bob)))) Don't worry, I won't hug you in person. If however, everyone starts hugging each other, then I hope I can hug Bob too. I usually don't like hugging people, but I think I would like to hug Bob. Yes, I know, it's crazy to love a stranger so much.
Oh, I can't wait! It's going to be a new experience for me.
I love Bob. I think about meeting Bob sometimes when I'm on the bus.
Too much focus on Bob eh?
I can't control this transference thing, but I don't care. I don't want to control it. I'm going to give Dr. Bob the scarf I'm knitting. I hope he accepts it. It's a wool scarf. I'm putting a lot of love into it. Scarves are the only thing I know how to knit right now. It'll be too warm for a scarf in middle of May, but I don't know what else to make. I'm not very good at making things.
Am I kind of childish? Sometimes I think it's childish for me to make a scarf to give to Dr. Bob. I don't knit too well, so the scarf is a bit uneven on the sides. I'll be like, "Dr. Bob, I made you a scarf, here it is." Then I'll give him the scarf. I think I'll tie a bow around it.
(((((Dr. Bob))))) When I think of him, I love him more. It might be my imagination.
Am I going to be the strange one at the Party? Right now I have a feeling I'll be the strangest person there. People are going to look at me and know that I love Dr. Bob. I think I'll smile when I meet Dr. Bob. I smile when I imagine meeting him and saying, "Wow, it's Dr. Bob in real life!" I would be walking to the bus or on campus and I'll just smile a big smile and people can look at me and see that I'm happy.
I don't think about Dr. Bob *that* much. I do have to study. Dr. Bob is nowhere on my mind when I'm studying. I think about Dr. Bob in my spare time, like on the bus or while walking.
I think at the APA, I might talk about how I love the administrator and how it's a curious thing. I might talk about blocks and how much they hurt. I'll talk about the friends I've made here. I'll give my thoughts on Psycho-Babble. My unique thoughts. I hope I'll be interesting.
<LOVE>Dr. Bob</LOVE> LOL
LOVE for all Babblers. :-)
Deneb*
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