Posted by agent858 on March 16, 2006, at 22:59:38
In reply to Re: My childhood panic attacks, posted by Deneb on March 16, 2006, at 22:45:45
> I wish someone explained to me what was happening to me and that I wouldn't die. I wish my parents comforted me. I wish they made me feel secure. I wish I got some therapy or meds to deal with them.
yeah. thats what i want now when i get into a bad place (not my parents anymore but you get what i mean). i wish my parents did that when i was a little kid. i have trouble remembering i won't die sometimes. when i feel real bad.
> I think some of my personality problems may have resulted from my childhood anxiety disorder going unnoticed. I felt alone, ignored and never secure. My social life is virtually nonexistent and I'm sure being a strange kid with problems didn't help me with learning how to socialize.
yeah. i think if i had got more of that as a kid... then i wouldn't have so much troubel with similar stuff still... but that being said... if i get some of it now... then maybe in a couple years i won't need as much of it as i used to. in fact... i've noticed that happening with me. wasn't till i was around 18 that people started caring for me when i was in a bad place. now... i don't need that other person support as much as i used to. not as often or something. but thats what helps yeah.
> I also suffered from episodes of derealization. They were very strange. The world didn't feel real to me. I felt like I didn't exist. I felt like I was floating and not really there. It was strange.
yeah. i used to get those real bad when the sky was all overcast and there was a lot of electricity or something in the air. when a storm was coming or something like that. i remember feeling unreal... and feeling scared and going to hide under my bed.
nobody noticed :-(
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