Posted by ClearSkies on March 15, 2006, at 7:48:36
I'm not depressed. I'm not anxious. I have some energy, although haven't figured out a direction to point it in. I haven't cried for 4 days, a record for me these past several years (!).
I'm so distrustful of this feeling. It's a bit like hypomania, except I'm not angry - I'm always angry while hypomanic. While I'm not at peace, I don't feel like I'm trying to battle myself into happiness or a sense of calm. It's just there, where I am, right now.
It's very strange. I like it. There's much less preoccupation with how I'm feeling and that is a real freedom.
cautiously,
ClearSkies
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