Posted by Johnny's Fav Girl on February 18, 2006, at 7:32:34
I want to start by saying, I hate the name I picked! It's related to a past job that I miss, and felt loved there, but it doesn't make sense when I look at it here.
I wish I could spend this whole weekend curled up in my bed. I have had some real ups and downs this week. My oldest son has some real problems, with responsibility, like keeping a job, staying out of debt, paying important bills(car insurance). He also has anger problems anytime these or anything else he doesn't want to hear about are mentioned.
He has been very difficult for years. abuses drugs, in the house even and we have 2 other kids here who don't appriciate it. He swears at all of us all the time, especially me, has even threatened to kill me when I stand up to him.
My husband isn't very supportive. he doesn't like confrontation. I on the other hand know when something needs to stop. I feel very alone in this house sometimes. I am sick today with an infection right under my left BOOB! actually it's kind of on it. Talk about painful.
I'm not that happy with my doc either, he just took a quick look and said, it looks infected, use hot compresses, and he wrote a script for antibiotics. This lump is huge and very red, it kind of scares me.
One nice thing that did come out of this was, my husband and middle son are gone ice fishing, and i was just too sick last night to go to the drug store.I called one of my sons friends hoping he would be there, and he was very quick to say he'd go and he even picked up donuts for my daughter and I.
I love him so much, but he needs to make some positive moves in his life, and I'm tired of walking him through every thing........E
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