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Still not convinced » wildcard11

Posted by Berberis on January 20, 2006, at 10:22:06

In reply to Re: Can I help? » Berberis, posted by wildcard11 on January 20, 2006, at 8:47:27

>What have you tried previous to this low? Meds? and therapy? What is your dx?

Meds - almost every SSRI, some TCI's, SNRI's (almost all but MAOI's), benzos, beta blockers (to name a few).
Therapy - too much and with different therapists. Alot of blah, blah, blah and gets me nowhere.
DX - take your pick...bipolar II, bipolar NOS, anxiety disorder, depression. Who the h*ll knows.

> Trust me, you are NOT alone even though you feel that way.

You honestly believe that? We're ALL alone. No one else can take away our pain; no one else can share our pain; no one else can really know how we feel; and NO ONE can save us.

>i have been there and even though every doctor, etc. said i would not make it through the night, I DID and although the pain is still here and real, it is better and i am glad i didn't die.

I'm glad you didn't die too. I'm sorry that you're still suffering though. What is the limit to what you can stand? Do you have more good days than bad? I also survived a suicide attempt but can't say I'm happy about it.

>Please talk to me. I may not have all the answers but i will listen and be here. Your family obviously loves you and you love them or you would not be worried about 'their' feelings...

I do love my family and I know they love me. But because of me, they suffer also and that's why I think they'd be better off without me.

But I have no plan. I'm calling my pdoc and see what options are left. For now, I'm not giving up.


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