Posted by LegWarmers on January 4, 2006, at 12:00:12
In reply to Re: Too afraid to get help » LegWarmers, posted by Deneb on January 4, 2006, at 11:39:48
> > > OK, I'm going to try again right now before my next class.
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> > > I'm going to bundle up with my hat and scarf so people will not recognize me.
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> I did it! I did it! I made an appointment for Tues. Geez, I'm hot. lol
>Very happy for you!
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> > > Let's see if I can do it. If I can't do this, I might need an excuse, like a mini OD.
> > >
> > > Deneb
> >
> > I don't see the logic? People go to a pdoc to prevent things like that from happening. An OD might make you look like yyou are manipulating and not be taken seriously. Just tell him you need his help, and why don't you go back to pdoc 1?
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> I hadn't thought of it that way...that it might be seen as manipulation. I guess in order for it not to be seen as manipulation I would need to take a more serious OD. But that runs the risk of being put in the hospital.why Deneb? That still makes no sense to me? taking a more serious one would run the risk of hurting yourself internally and possibly irreversible consequences. We think we are indestructible but we really are kind vulnerable. If I were you Id try to build the courage to tell the pdoc that this is your logic.
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> If I'm ever going to OD again, I'd better do it AFTER my semester is over, perhaps in April or the beginning of May. Must remember to not breakdown before my semester is over.
So you ruin your summer? Not a good plan. You have no idea how you will react, even with meticulous planning and calculations! Some weird chemical reaction could be occuring from stress or hormones at the time you take the overdose and voila! you've done it because the dose you so carefully planned was enhanced by your hormones.>
> Phew, that was tough, making that appointment. Now I just gotta calm down for my class at 1:00.
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> Deneb
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>Good work, Good luck in class
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